i will graduate

after Prof. Thambi's class ( he asked us to think two questions for him before coming to his class), i started to have passion for learning.

Learning: is a process of looking for answer.
I has been a student for too long, maybe, the passion for studying slowly die off. especially after i entering university, the purpose of studying most of the time is "not to fail exam". Most of the time, i am "forced" to study, because if i fail the exam, my parents will be very disappointed, i don't want to make them sad, i will be very very guilty.

There are still 86 days left to my study week.
Frankly speaking, i dono what had i been doing for this whole year,
Since entered final year, i don't think i work hard enough compare to my third year. i dono what had i learn in the final year.
Medicine seems boring to me, i don't think i can be a good doctor (because i think that i know nothing), sometime, i even think of quiting the course... but, think only la~

After Prof.Thambi's class, i was inspired to LEARN again.
Create question, then look for answer. This few days, i put on some effort to find out the answers of the question being asked by lecturers. I find this process is actually very interesting. The feeling of when the answer is found, is so so so so so HAPPY.

I still have 86 days left,
a senior told me that, many changes still can be made within this 3 months time.
ya, it's still not too late.
this fire should keep burning, and i will let myself PASS my Final MBBS.